NOT MEANT TO BE TOGETHER

I don’t wanna get hurt,

so I choose to keep myself silence 

just watching you from far,

to see how happily you live your life.

Of course it so much pain,

But times will go fast,

Someday I know I will recover

 I don’t know how long it takes,

 to forget you,

how would deep the pain would be

to forget you,

but at least,

I know,

you are happy now.

I never in my life,

liking someone so much

like you,

and when I think of the past,

I wish I could go back

to those times

which I have so much chances

to tell you

how much I like you.

I regret

for letting time goes by,

but I will never ever regret

of knowing you.

I know

you will never care of these,

a piece of my feeling,

you might never read of these,

but at least,

I know

I already let go

This piece of feelings

liking a person of you.

I wanna forget you,

But how did I like you?

when did I start liking you?

and why I did choose to like you?

I don’t know

why should a person have a reason to like someone,

do I need a reason to like you?

and if you ask me,

I don’t know.

I really don’t know.

It just happen to be

me of liking you.

  

I should stop this.

I should believe,

my heart deserve for someone

and your heart deserve for someone too

which may not be me

which may not be you.